Not THAT Guy?

We all have our little secrets or corks, our “closed doors” personalities. You know the one that never comes out except behind closed doors. I use to be that person….”Me”, that is. I use to know who I was and what I wanted. These past few years have had a ton of ups and downs . How can I express to you how sad and empty I feel, without coming a crossed as desperate, or having a pity party? Is there a trick? Ever been at a place where everything you had, everything you have wanted to be was just erased? How do people deal with these kinds of trials? I am sure that the fact that I cry at everything, feel lonely and miserable, and want to fast forward my life has nothing to do with the fact that